I’m a terrible person, everyone that has ever loved me, I hurt. I push people away. I’m awkward and I’m uncomfortable in pretty much every situation. I’m a lot to handle, i’m stubborn, and theres a reason why everyone leaves. Because i’m not good enough, I cant see why anyone would want to be with me, and when I say this i’m NOT fishing for compliments , I’m being honest. I’m completely fucked up, and the thought of someone actually wanting me and loving me is hard to believe.